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  <title>a dash of leather there</title>
  <subtitle>a hint of feathers here</subtitle>
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    <name>• a вoх oғ нιdeoυѕ •</name>
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  <updated>2014-02-27T01:00:09Z</updated>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-06-22:1651606:3993</id>
    <author>
      <name>ＤＥＡＮ ＷＩＮＣＨＥＳＴＥＲ | ＴＨＥ ＤＥＭＯＮ</name>
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    <dw:poster user="tormentor"/>
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    <title>( exsilium ) when not all is as it seems</title>
    <published>2014-02-27T00:59:38Z</published>
    <updated>2014-02-27T01:00:09Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='tormentor' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://tormentor.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://tormentor.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;tormentor&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;WHO:&lt;/strong&gt; demons and angels&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;WHAT:&lt;/strong&gt; doing the dirty horrible stuff&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://the-closet.dreamwidth.org/3993.html#cutid1"&gt;you break that boy, you break him into pieces&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=the_closet&amp;ditemid=3993" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-06-22:1651606:3645</id>
    <author>
      <name>Castiel</name>
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    <title>[Exsilium] Reconnecting</title>
    <published>2014-02-13T00:16:13Z</published>
    <updated>2014-02-13T00:16:13Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='gained_a_level' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://gained-a-level.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://gained-a-level.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;gained_a_level&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;WHO:&lt;/b&gt; s9 human!Cas and Dean Winchester&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;WHAT:&lt;/b&gt; Some time after Castiel's return, after he recovered from the jarring experience of having two sets of memories of previous years, Castiel brings over beer to talk things over.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;WHEN:&lt;/b&gt; 2/13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;WHERE:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;s&gt;Their&lt;/s&gt; Dean's apartment at Exsilium.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://the-closet.dreamwidth.org/3645.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=the_closet&amp;ditemid=3645" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-06-22:1651606:3287</id>
    <author>
      <name>Castiel</name>
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    <dw:poster user="gained_a_level"/>
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    <title>exsilium PSL; coming home</title>
    <published>2013-09-21T21:42:58Z</published>
    <updated>2013-09-21T21:42:58Z</updated>
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    <category term="dean winchester"/>
    <category term="*week 3"/>
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    <dw:reply-count>20</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='gained_a_level' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://gained-a-level.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://gained-a-level.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;gained_a_level&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[ &lt;i&gt;And now something wonderful is going to happen, for me and for you.&lt;/i&gt; &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He still has Metatron's voice echoing in his head when he finds himself on Earth, blinking into the night sky to bear witness to a fresh horror.  He's ruined everything, had every intention of making it right, of &lt;i&gt;fixing his home&lt;/i&gt;.  Instead, his Grace was used to seal Heaven and expel all agents within it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;I want you to live this new life to the fullest.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Find a wife.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Make babies.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Castiel could do nothing but watch as the Host of Heaven fell, his brothers and sisters streaking from the sky aflame... their wings shorn off as they burned and &lt;i&gt;burned&lt;/i&gt; --&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Castiel trips over the grate floor, a floor that was a moment ago soft earth and grass.  Gravity has never been so unforgiving, although that was likely an exaggeration on his part.  He skins the palms of his hands on the way down, winces when he feels the heat of that minor (and unfamiliar) injury, and tries to get to his feet.  He stares at his hands in disbelief, and as he begins to drink in the sight of Exsilium's transport facility, recognizable as if it were a distant dream he was reliving, his hands begin to tremble.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;And when you die and your soul comes to Heaven, find me.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Coming home sounds like a pleasant phrase, but nothing about it was.  Not when recognition soon gave way to a flood of memories -- many good, many bad -- all colliding with what he's experienced back in the world he belongs to.  Disorienting doesn't even begin to express the way it leaves the angel -- &lt;i&gt;ex&lt;/i&gt;-angel -- and there is just too much happening all at once for him to do anything except watch, stricken mute by the crushing weight of it all.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Tell me your story.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Castiel goes pale, the room spins and he finds himself clutching one-handed at the wall, trying to catch his breath. ]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=the_closet&amp;ditemid=3287" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-06-22:1651606:1542</id>
    <author>
      <name>Castiel</name>
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    <dw:poster user="gained_a_level"/>
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    <title>exsilium log; comfort</title>
    <published>2012-11-17T22:42:01Z</published>
    <updated>2012-11-17T22:42:01Z</updated>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>22</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='gained_a_level' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://gained-a-level.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://gained-a-level.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;gained_a_level&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;When&lt;/strong&gt;: After &lt;a href="http://exsiliumlogs.dreamwidth.org/92141.html"&gt;this&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strong&gt;Where&lt;/strong&gt;: More ruins in Exsilium!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;span class="cut-wrapper"&gt;&lt;span style="display: none;" id="span-cuttag___1" class="cuttag"&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;b class="cut-open"&gt;(&amp;nbsp;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-text"&gt;&lt;a href="https://the-closet.dreamwidth.org/1542.html#cutid1"&gt;Read more...&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/b&gt;&lt;b class="cut-close"&gt;&amp;nbsp;)&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;div style="display: none;" id="div-cuttag___1" aria-live="assertive"&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=the_closet&amp;ditemid=1542" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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  <entry>
    <id>tag:dreamwidth.org,2012-06-22:1651606:637</id>
    <author>
      <name>Castiel</name>
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    <dw:poster user="gained_a_level"/>
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    <title>Exsilium Log: Back to the Future</title>
    <published>2012-07-04T15:56:46Z</published>
    <updated>2012-07-04T15:56:46Z</updated>
    <category term="exsilium"/>
    <dw:security>public</dw:security>
    <dw:reply-count>16</dw:reply-count>
    <content type="html">Posted by: &lt;span lj:user='gained_a_level' style='white-space: nowrap;' class='ljuser'&gt;&lt;a href='https://gained-a-level.dreamwidth.org/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png' alt='[personal profile] ' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: text-bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='https://gained-a-level.dreamwidth.org/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;gained_a_level&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;When:&lt;/b&gt; Right after &lt;a href="http://exsiliumlogs.dreamwidth.org/34325.html#comments"&gt;this log&lt;/a&gt;.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Where:&lt;/b&gt; Dean's apartment.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Warnings:&lt;/b&gt; &lt;s&gt;Castiel trying to be sexy&lt;/s&gt; Smut.  Wait, why am I even putting a warning on this?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[ There's a huff of something that's probably as close to laughter as Cas gets when Dean admits he'll try to keep him quiet, accepting the challenge for what it's meant to be -- playful and certainly welcome.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He's missed Dean more than he can express in words. ]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And suppose I chose to be more vocal?  &lt;small&gt;[ Both coat and jacket are the first to go, as usual, falling unceremoniously to the floor. ]&lt;/small&gt;  That might arouse some suspicion as to who might be sharing your room tonight.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;small&gt;[ Hands that can't stay off Dean's body for long soon begin pushing his shirt up, eager to strip Dean bare as quickly as possible before taking his sweet time getting reacquainted with his naked body.  A lot has changed, at least in this regard -- where Castiel no longer fears intimacy, and in fact seeks it out.  Especially tonight, when it's less about sharing an experience that is intensely pleasurable with his friend, but something a little more.  Something he's seen a lot of in the last two months and there's a driving need for him to see if he's even able to express it adequately.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The added challenge of doing this while remaining quiet seems strangely erotic, and just whispering in hushed tones the suggestion of being caught seems to get him hard in no time at all.  Or perhaps he's just really in need of blowing off a little steam. ]&lt;/small&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...Suppose it's &lt;i&gt;you&lt;/i&gt; he hears?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="https://www.dreamwidth.org/tools/commentcount?user=the_closet&amp;ditemid=637" width="30" height="12" alt="comment count unavailable" style="vertical-align: middle;"/&gt; comments</content>
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